A letter written to give judge tomorrow morning

I need a letter written to the judge for a court hearing tomorrow morning stating that it was my fault why my boyfriend is in jail I I was the one who was texting him and calling him and harassing him while he was out.I had a panic attack and ended up in the ER. once I sent him a picture message that's when he got in his car and he left from where he was drinking at. He was being chased by cops. he broke the law but he was drunk and worried scared about me being in the ER. I need this letter to pretty much ask for the judge to see that this was more my fault to consider giving my boyfriend another chance. He is a business owner a father and a wonderful boss and many people depend on him and we are all asking and pleading for him to have one chance to just get out one last chance please